HA! I don't feel like eating at all... Screw the hunger. I'm not gonna eat. I'm bloody going fat. HA!
That's my plan, to eat as unhealthily as possible so that I'll end up FAT! haahhahaha... so, my dear never-failing appetite, let's see if you can save my body now! I'll ruin myself... hahahahhaa... how fascinating......
Alright that just sounds downright disturbing. I'm just preoccupying my mind with random stupid things like this. Too bland. Life's too bland ya see....
And anyway, do I care if I end up feeding out of a tube one day? Yea I do. I don't want that. I'd jump off a building. hmmm.... thought the acrophobia will save my life.
How come most of the cowardliness that exists in me always saves my guts? Like, I don't dare do anything unhealthy or illegal. And well, that keeps me healthy and legal and safe.
Let's face the truth, nobody healthy or LEGAL ever makes it to the top. NO ONE. You're never remembered for the good person you are. One bad deed ruins a GOOD reputation built over the years. See!! Good reputation has nothing against a crime. And it's not gonna save your ass once you screw up. Nobody's gonna remember your goodie-two-shoes behaviour.
THEY JUST wanna shut you down on every little bit of near insignificant mistake you make. So, why bother going by the rules for these bastards? they are the losers cause they can't survive without bashing people like you. You, on the other hand, have a choice. GO BREAK the rules and crush THESE LOSERS! They don't deserve your good behaviour or mercy. They wanna pin you down with your mistakes, then give them MISTAKES! HUGE scary ones that'll COST them so much they'll regret ever saying anything, they'll regret ever trying to think of schemes to force their stupid self-indulgent plans on anybody!
They're too stupid to realise that their bloody plans even exist on the Earth due to our pity on their clueless selves.
They'll pay. They'll pay alright.
Just crush them. They don't deserve anything from you. They don't owe you anything, NEITHER do you to them.
